THANK GOD FOR MY RECOVERY.TODAY SOME REAL BAD DRAMA HAPPENED WITH THE KIDS. COPS,VIOLENCE, THE WHOLE NINE YARDS. THANK GOD I WAS OF SOBER MIND AND BODY SO THAT I WAS ABLE TO BE THERE FOR THEM.I WENT OVER AND DID WHAT I COULD AND I HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT I AM NOT THE "CURE ALL" FOR THEIR PROBLEMS. I CAN BE THERE EMOTIONALLY, GIVE SUPPORT AND ADVICE AND THE REST IS UP TO THEM. THIS TIME MY SON MAY HAVE SOME CONSEQUENCES, BECAUSE HE BROKE SOME THINGS IN THE HOUSE AND AND A FEW OTHER THINGS. HE LOST CONTROL AND I KNOW HE IS SORRY AND FULL OF REMORSE , BUT HE MAY HAVE TO LEARN THE HARD WAY THAT THIS KIND OF BEHAVIOR IS JUST UNACCEPTABLE.THE PAIN IN MY HEART IS HUGE . JUST FOR TODAY I DO NOT HAVE TO USE BEHIND STRESSFUL SITUATIONS AND I DON'T HAVE TO GET NUMB TO WALK THROUGH PAIN.
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