Well I am surprised I even remembered my password to get into my acct. Whadaya know..I did! All is well with me. Still clean and still working a program. I will have ten yrs on may 5 2011. I just finished my steps in a step study group with my sponcee sisters and our sponsor. I really greww soooo much from working the steps. And my connection with my higher power is so much stronger and holds so much more meaning to me. Life is good and I am moving thru it as gracefully as I can. (Most of the time) lol. I hope to be a more consistant blogger now. I really love to journal and this is just aa cool way for me to express myyself. Good night for now. Peace n love...Gina. Just for today girl
well another day in the life of me! we are starting work an hour earlier now, so that means i am getting up at 5 in da mornin. now i love life and all, but getting up before the sun comes up just makes no sense at all to me. lol. i just came in from my daily walk. i have been walking about 2 miles up the mountain where i bought my house. i love it . it is so beautiful and peaceful. it gives me a chance to meditate and this is the time that i spend with god as well. i feel very close to him way up here on the mountain top! i have really been getting in shape and i am feeling really good. you know when i got clean from drugs i gained so much weight. at my heaviest i was 244 size 20-22. one day i saw a picture of myself and wass so upset with myself for letting myself go. well i am now down to 175 size 12 and feeling great. i still want to lose about 25 more pounds to be at my ideal weight. well im off to shower and bed, good night and god bless.
well lets see if i remember how to do this. things are good. life is good. and i am blessed. i just took a 7 year cake on may 5 and i am still strong in my recovery and meetings. i just bought a house in december amd i am so happy. go figure... i never would have dreamed that my life woukd be so blessed. i am still with the guy i met and we will be together 2 yrs on dec 8th. of this year. life is so amazing, it just keeps evolving and changing and to be able to bob and weave along with it is a task for anyone. especially a recovering addict. i have been really working on my relationship with my higher power. seeking him out on a daily basis. and humbling myself and turning my will over. i dont do it perfectly every day but i am always going to be a work in progress, i hope i never"arrive" well i am going say good evening for now,and i will be back tomorrow. peace and love to all. gina
hell to aall in the stream. just a quick note to say hello and to let anyone who cares know that i am doing well and still staying clean! my recovery is stronger than ever and so am i!! my son is doing so so and guess what? i am jusy=t ok with whatever is going on in his life!! i have pretty much let my claws out of that situation!!! yayyyy for me. i have a wonderful new boyfriend that i am in love with and life is good! i'll be taking my six year cake on cinco de mayo. hey graffiti!!! thanks for not forgeting about me!!! i'll try to over look the last few comments tho....lol lol. ok well peace and love to all. god bless!!!! just for today girl
Hello Everyone. WELL I HAVE NOT POSTED IN A WHILE, AND I HAVE MISSED BEING HERE. I AM DOING REALLY WELL AND THINGS IN MY LIFE ARE PRETTY PEACEFUL . I AM STILL STAYING CLEAN AND DOING MY MEETINGS REGULARLY. MY SON HAS BEEN STAYING WITH ME FOR THE PAST 3 MONTHS OR SO. AND THE MADNESS BETWEEN HIM AND "J" IS VERY MINIMAL AT THIS POINT. THERE HAS BEEN COURT AND CUSTODY AND CHILD SUPPORT AND SMALL CLAIMS AND ALL KINDS OF SHIT LIKE THAT, BUT HE IS GETTING THRU IT AND I KNOW HE IS GOING TO BE OK. THE BAD PART IS THAT IT IS A STRAIN TO BE ABLE TO SEE MY GRANDBABY. SHE IS WILLING TO LET ME SEE HIM... BUT THAT MEANS I HAVE TO SEE HER, AND THAT IS KIND OF UNCOMFORTABLE. WELL JUST WANTED TO CHECK IN , I HOPE ALL OF YOU ARE DOING WELL AND THAT YOUR LIVES ARE BEING BLESSED. TAKE CARE. MUCH LOVE,GINA
i have really been getting in shape and i am feeling really good. you know when i got clean from drugs i gained so much weight. at my heaviest i was 244 size 20-22. one day i saw a picture of myself and wass so upset with myself for letting myself go. well i am now down to 175 size 12 and feeling great. i still want to lose about 25 more pounds to be at my ideal weight. well im off to shower and bed, good night and god bless. 
things are good. life is good. and i am blessed. i just took a 7 year cake on may 5 and i am still strong in my recovery and meetings. i just bought a house in december amd i am so happy. go figure... i never would have dreamed that my life woukd be so blessed. i am still with the guy i met and we will be together 2 yrs on dec 8th. of this year. life is so amazing, it just keeps evolving and changing and to be able to bob and weave along with it is a task for anyone. especially a recovering addict. i have been really working on my relationship with my higher power. seeking him out on a daily basis. and humbling myself and turning my will over. i dont do it perfectly every day but i am always going to be a work in progress, i hope i never"arrive" well i am going say good evening for now,and i will be back tomorrow. peace and love to all. gina 
WELL I HAVE NOT POSTED IN A WHILE, AND I HAVE MISSED BEING HERE. I AM DOING REALLY WELL AND THINGS IN MY LIFE ARE PRETTY PEACEFUL . I AM STILL STAYING CLEAN AND DOING MY MEETINGS REGULARLY. MY SON HAS BEEN STAYING WITH ME FOR THE PAST 3 MONTHS OR SO. AND THE MADNESS BETWEEN HIM AND "J" IS VERY MINIMAL AT THIS POINT. THERE HAS BEEN COURT AND CUSTODY AND CHILD SUPPORT AND SMALL CLAIMS AND ALL KINDS OF SHIT LIKE THAT, BUT HE IS GETTING THRU IT AND I KNOW HE IS GOING TO BE OK. THE BAD PART IS THAT IT IS A STRAIN TO BE ABLE TO SEE MY GRANDBABY. SHE IS WILLING TO LET ME SEE HIM... BUT THAT MEANS I HAVE TO SEE HER, AND THAT IS KIND OF UNCOMFORTABLE. WELL JUST WANTED TO CHECK IN , I HOPE ALL OF YOU ARE DOING WELL AND THAT YOUR LIVES ARE BEING BLESSED. TAKE CARE.
